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[27 Oct 2008|03:28pm] |
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I saw McLuvin from Superbad walking about campus today! I'm sure he has a name.
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[25 Oct 2008|03:04am] |
So I know it's lame to update lj at three in the morning but...
The strangest thing happened to me today.
So I didn't sleep too well Thursday night, so today, or I guess yesterday, I decided to take an afternoon nap. I usually hate taking naps because they leave me feeling really drowsy but I was in the mood. So I took a nap but had a hard time falling asleep. I think it was because I was listening to music, I was laying in bed for a long time, really tired, because I was too lazy to turn it off. So I went and turned it off and went back into bed. Then I experienced sleep paralysis for the first time.
It was the scariest thing that has ever happened to me. So I'm lying there, kind of awake, and I feel this pressure on my body, kind of like someone was laying on top of me, I realize I'm having trouble breathing. Then I realize that I can't move. At this point, I'm like what the fuck. My eyes were really open, and it scared me because I knew for sure i was awake and wasn't dreaming. With my eyes open, being awake, I saw what I described to other people as being a demon. I don't even really know what a typical demon looks like off hand. There was a demon kind of laying on top of me. I remember being able to feel it's hair, and I could see it with my eyes awake. I was completely panicked and I yelled help as loud as it could but nothing really came out. I remember wondering how I was going to get people to believe that there was really a demon in my bed. All I could do was shut my eyes again. I fell asleep and eventually could get up a few hours later. I never really knew what sleep paralysis was until I explained what happened to people. I just looked it up now, and found this online.
"In the dark depths of the middle of the night you are woken suddenly with a feeling of evil surrounding you, you can't breathe and your chest is heavy, is someone pressing down on you or trying to suffocate you?
To your horror you can't move, something is holding you down! You think you can hear voices and see a dark shadowy figure swooping around your bed...are you being visited by Demons or are you merely suffering an episode of Sleep Paralysis?"
This described everything perfectly. So what happened to me was just a basic ass case of sleep paralysis. But still, even thought it was just my mind playing tricks on me, I really saw demons next to me and it was unbelievably scary. I'm kind of afraid to go to sleep tonight. That;s why I'm on lj right now. I wonder if anyone has ever died from the suffocation part...
On a lighter note things are goinng really really well in Tucson. Everything is coming .together and i have a new boy and things are good. Sorry for the shitty update everybody.
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[18 Oct 2008|11:45am] |
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I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED RIGHT NOW!!!!! My roommate is moving out!!!! I was thinking about moving out a few weeks ago into a single dorm, and i'm so happy that I didn't because now I have the whole big dorm to myself! This seriously makes my life sooooo much better.
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[09 Oct 2008|05:46pm] |
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Ughhhh i have so much shit to do. I don't HAVE to do it but I really want to do it so I can have a nice, relaxing weekend in Phoenix. Tonight I need to get most of the studying out of the way for Wednesday's Patterns in Prehistory midterm, write an essay for my U.S. Societies and Institutions class, learn most of my SPANISH ORAL PRESENTATION(FUCK!!!!!!), and that's about it. I guess it's not too bad. I bought a lot of comfort food for tonight which is really great.
Anyways, things are really good in Tucson. I continue to meet more and more people and I think I have a thing with a boy!!!! I also had a nice drunk birthday party in Tucson monday night and had a nice b-day pizza dinner Tuesday evening. I need a massage! Until next time.
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[29 Sep 2008|01:06pm] |
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What the fuck is this shit?!?!!? I'm actually doing well in school.
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[07 Sep 2008|10:40pm] |
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So college is pretty damn fun. It's odd constantly socializing.. like all day. School pretty much feels like summer with some easy work to do here and there. I think I'm balancing North friends and new friends pretty well too so I get the best of both worlds. Hmm.. i'm trying to think of the most noteworthy things to discuss. It feels like there is too damn much to break down in a livejournal entry.
I like my dorm a lot. I like that it's not really in the heart of campus so I can easily bike around downtown tucson. Right across the street from me is a really fucking delicious pizza place and a really cute coffee place that I probably need to stop going to because I'm spending too much money. I might end up applying there for a job because it's close and a lot of cool people work there.
I don't really know what to say, I just feel like I need to write a college entry. There are a lot of REALLLLLY fine boys on campus. That's fun. What's also fun is since there are so many bros and hoes here i seem a lot cooler than I really am because all the nonhoes stick out a little more. At least I think I look really cool when I walk around campus. I must look cool because I have the cutest fucking bike in the world.
Socially college is tons of fun. I've probably been getting drunk more than is necessary. Hmmmm what else... Lauren, my roommate is fine. Just fine. She could definitely be better but she doesn't really bother me. She doesn't have a sense of humor at all. I don't think I've ever heard her laugh. Like one time I tried to joke around with her after she left the dorm for two hours because of some small bug and she just stared at me blankly and was like "I have an irrational fear, OKAY?!" Okay Lauren. I'm sure I bother her a lot more than she bothers me. We don't really talk which is all I wanted because my room time is my alone time.
Going to college never really hit me before I left. Before summer Nicaragua was always on my mind and I never really thought about college. I didn't really cry when I said goodbye to my friends or family and there were a lot of people I didn't even make time to say bye to. Then I came to college and it still didn't hit me. A few days ago it all hit me all at once and it was kind of cool and sad at the same time. I feel a lot more powerful with a new beginning, knowing all that matters is what is ahead of me, not behind me. It was sad realizing how my relationships with friends will never be the same; some have already changed. It was also sad realizing that my home is not going to be MY home anymore. It's my parents house.
But all is chill and i love college and life is good and this update sucked ass.
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[03 Aug 2008|10:45pm] |
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This is so funny! I just found my dorm on facebook and in my search I found some other facebook group that has the USA's most sexually active dorms and babcock is the top 25.
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[24 Jun 2008|10:23pm] |
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being home is so weird. i'll do a better lj update when i am more motivated. basically, in my head i set up my nicaragua trip to be absolutely perfect. on the flight up i was like shit... what if i set the bar too high. everything completely surpassed my expectations. best few weeks of my life. ahh gawww some of those nights, absolutely incredible. hannah and i fell in love with some irish boys. and like every other foreigner we met. i don't really know how i'm going to like an american boy again. damn. things are so different. i need to travel way more. also, i'm going to really really miss going to bars, packs of cigarettes for less than $1(hannah and i stocked up), really delicious rum and beer, and really hot boys. ugh. finbar & mickey. hannah and i are going to have 1000000 inside jokes that will piss off everyone.
being home is so weird. i don't know if i like it or not. i'll just need a few days to get back into the swing of things.
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[25 May 2008|07:35pm] |
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double date toniiiiiiiight!
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[20 May 2008|09:41pm] |
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Soooo much is happening. Like, what the fuck? Where did this all come from? I sure as hell wasn't expecting it. I can't believe I haven't even graduated yet. These last few days have felt sooo much like summer break if it isn't even here yet then.. holy crap. Also plan "get fucked up every day since my last IB test" has gone smoothly thus far.
Also, Seve playing smash is the funniest thing i've ever seen.
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[13 May 2008|10:40pm] |
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So0o0o0o done with caring about these tests. I know what I know, I definitely don't care how I do. It literally makes NO difference how I do on these biology tests tomorrow and Thursday because I know for a fact I won't do well enough for the tests to make a difference. I probably won't even check my scores. Agh my high school career has been a joke. Why start caring now? Now that I'm done with stress, SUMMER IS BASICALLY HERE. Fuuuuck soooo excited! Party Nicaragua party Wisconsin college party party party.
Khalsa asked me to speak at their graduation. It's an honor, but I might not feel like stressing out about public speaking after I graduate. There are also so many people that could do a better job anyways.
Work is finally good again. I really like every person that I work with and all the olds are gone. Tylor is most likely going to be my new boss which may be a little weird but good.
Things are good.
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[01 May 2008|02:23pm] |
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Nicaragua, NIcaragua, Nicaragua, Boys in Nicaragua, Beer in Nicaragua, Food in Nicaragua, Wine in Nicaragua, Amazing Coffee in Nicaragua, Tobacco in Nicaragua, Hannah in Nicaragua, Sunsets in Nicaragua, Beaches in Nicaragua, Tan in NIcaragua, Cheap things in Nicaragua, Orphanages in Nicaragua, Beautiful colors and buildings in NIcaragua, Beer in Nicaragua, Finding myself in Nicaragua, Beautiful walks to waterfalls in the jungle of NIcaragua, MONKEYS in Nicaragua, Cute clothes in NIcaragua, Being a mysterious American in NIcaragua,
Getting lighter hair in Nicaragua, I could go on...
SO EXCITED! Look at this hotel Hannah and I are staying at for a few days.
Then after Nicaragua the fam and I are spending a week in a cute house on a private beach on lake Michigan in Wisconsin. Should be really nice actually. I'm just going to chill in the sun alllll day.
U OF A!!! Soooo stoked. It feels like after May 14th I'll never have to worry about anything ever again. That isn't true, but it's a nice feeling anyways.
Party all summer long! Liiiiife. PLus rents out of town Sunday. Great timing with testing and all.. at least I can get some peace and quiet.
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[13 Apr 2008|04:55pm] |
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Great news everyone! My tan is even! It looks so fantastic. Make sure all of you come up and compliment me tomorrow. Today was the chill day i've been waiting for. NO WORK! Wake up around 12ish. Haven't done that in MONTHS. Made the mix cd i've been meaning to make forever, take a bubble bath, tan tan tan, laze around in my swim suit, paint my nails, read Vanity Fair, wear my shades.
This past week has been fun! Funny time at Hannah's with Seve n dope. Worked on getting seve and the other GAY tyler together. partied at their cute-ass house but he's a lil too gay. i don't know.. what else. straight tylor. and seve gabbie and i went to the most AWESOME party last night you don't even know.
People need to be updating their lj more. Everyone should take after me and write fun, crazy, interesting, tear-jerker lj entries.
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[30 Mar 2008|01:56pm] |
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I am falling in love with vegetarian food. Vegetarian buffalo chicken wings from Trader Joes and vegenaise oh man. I had like 30 last night. I think I could easily be a vegetarian if it wasn't for steak, roast beef, and pepperoni.. and some salami.
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[26 Mar 2008|06:35pm] |
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I fucking hate dentists. I have never been so close to passing out. Why does nobody else pass out when they get their cavities filled? I am sure the dentist did something wrong too. I can't grind my teeth together which means I will have to return. After I leave home I will probably never go to see the dentist again.
Good news is my second blood test came out perfectly so I don't have a liver problem after all! I will celebrate tonight by drinking.. if I can feel my mouth again soon. I'm not going to look this ugly infront of tylor and his friends. This also means that Nicaragua is 110% happening. It's basically all I think about these days. I'm going to have to prepare myself to see anacondas and other creepy animals of the jungle!
Work has gotten better. It had been sucking these past few weeks since basically my three best work friends all left. We have a new manager who is old and annoying. I can tell we are going to have problems. She is trying to bring in uniforms and is insisting I wear my hair in a ponytail. I'm basically teaching her everything. I'm going to be bold and ask for a raise this weekend. Jack M. started working and that's really cool. Oh and Tylor isn't dating anybody.
Graduation is right around the corner. It's times like these that I start evaluating myself as a person.. thinking about the things that I really need to change about myself. I've decided that number one is my special ability to screw up friendships. I've screwed up MANY important friendships over the past four years for no real good reason and it's always basically my fault. I don't really know why or how I do it. I also need to work on my short temper.
I'm proud how I've changed in certain aspects. I've learned to have better relationships with people, in that I can fully open up to good friends. I can have more sides to me other than my fucking hilarious one. This entry is getting weiiiiiird! I think I'm mostly proud of myself this year. I've figured out what does and doesn't make me happy and have acted on certain things to actually change things in my life. Better relationship with my parents, job, my own identity, new friends, stronger friendships with old friends, shorter schedule, college class, less shy, less anxious.. that's about all.
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[08 Mar 2008|05:22pm] |
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tooooootal bummer. fuck. my. life. i'm sick of saying that it's okay and i don't care anyways. I DO! i give up. i'm going for animals now. on a good note, break should still be hella fun!
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[02 Mar 2008|02:20pm] |
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I really need to stop going to work on three hours of sleep. I thought i was going to collapse this morning. So funny story! Today at work the computers closed like they always do so I couldn't access any money. I started to ask people if they had cash when they walked in. This guy that kind of looked like Jerry Garcia came in and i was like..
"Hey do you happen to have any cash?"
He looks a little stunned. "No."
and i was like "Oh okay well we're having a computer problem so.."
and then he laughs really hard because he thought i had asked him if he had any hash.
That would be really funny if i was that forward. I dunno it's prolly just funny cuz i'm not awake yet. Last night was fun. Probably my favorite part was running into Aarons house at two in the morning with Gabbie.
Also! How have I gone this long without Yo La Tengo??! Jesus! I just bought their cd yesterday and I'm obsessed.
I've been really happy lately. Other than my mom pissing me off yesterday afternoon things have been great. The fam and I went to dinner last night and all got along really well. I'm really enjoying my social life. I'm enjoying the fact that I am so close to being done with school. I really like work and my work buds. I have a lot of stuff to look forward to. I'm completely stoked for Nicaragua. I'm completely stoked(ha) for U of A. Seve and I will never part. We're in the same dorm and i have my own bathroom and a pool. And Gab will be with us too. WOO! Now I'm going to watch Reds for extra credit.
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[20 Feb 2008|10:33pm] |
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Just so all yall know, I totally predicted it would storm today when I looked at the sky. Awesome storm! Four star storm! Could be five stars if the palms were really blowing and there was dust. -over and out, weather woman ally.
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[13 Feb 2008|03:38pm] |
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Me: Okay so Aaron, since you are our valentine you can't pick your nose tomorrow.
Aaron[Burch]: I'll try but I can make NO gaurantees.
Aaron is really one of the coolest people I know. At times it can get a little annoying, but he's the only person I've ever met that really doesn't give a shit about what others think. We should all learn something from Aaron.
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